what ever happened to you can do anything your heart desires? it seems as though we grow up, graduate college, get married, and have kids and all of the sudden we become afraid. i have never been a paranoid man but as of late i have been paranoid of losing my job. i know i need money to live in my house and have food and get things for my kids and i work a job that i do not like just because i feel comfortable with it because ive done it for so long.
i want to go back to school and become a teacher but that requires me to take a year off from work and intern in a school. the internship will pay for my masters program and certification but i will have no income besides my wifes, and honestly we cant survive just on that. i can get $20000 in loans to pay my bills, if they accept me, but i dont even know if that is enough. im not guaranteed a job after the program either! the internship is a year long interview but what if they dont offer me a job? then what? i thought i was lost when i dropped out of the education program for my undergrad but this takes the cake. this is a MUCH more difficult decision. then my decision effected me and my possible future. this decision effects, me, my wife, my two sons, and our possible futures. i shouldve just finished it before!
ASS HOLE!
About Me
- Joe
- 27 yr old married to an amazing woman...I have two sons aged 2 1/2 and 3 weeks old (Born 12/10/09)...I am a Manager in a Grocery store...yay (sarcasm noted)...and a little sleep deprived..but what parent isnt?
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